tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2223164318287164511.post8385978719654928027..comments2023-05-15T04:51:31.444-07:00Comments on The First Time I...: Said the A-wordAmma Marfohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06439222199257233508noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2223164318287164511.post-7884311865354611952011-07-22T08:52:03.842-07:002011-07-22T08:52:03.842-07:00I'm not anxious but I'm kind of paranoid. ...I'm not anxious but I'm kind of paranoid. I have a horrible compulsion that I fight all the time to check up on people I care about and think that they're speaking poorly of me. It's heightened in a new situation with new people. <br /><br />I'm lucky because I have a boss who publicly advocates for me and who is extremely supportive - we have each other's backs in a big way. But now I know that that's something I need in a direct supervisor.Riotous Livinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12334153149566136050noreply@blogger.com